My Talks With God

I and God have very special connection. I know about "God" since my childhood, like every other child knows. My parents also taught me about "God". Till 20's it was just a normal as usual attitude towards God. Nothing special. But for last 7 years, my attitude towards "God" completely changed .It shifts to a new direction. Direction of wisdom, direction of faith and direction of surrender.
I am blessed that he has taken me under his wings. God is above gender. We can't discriminate God on the basis of gender.
I have learnt a lot in last 7 years. I am writing this article today because I wanna show my gratitude towards "God". May be someone get their answers through this article.
I am grateful that "God" has shown me his presence, I am grateful that he made me believe that "God" exist. I am grateful that he realized me the importance of "God" in human's life.
We humans have differentiate "God" as per our religion but "God" is above all religions. He resides inside us. If anyone wants to find "God", they have to find him inside themselves.
Whenever we visit a Church or a Temple, we get positive vibes from the surroundings because when people pray in groups, it creates loads of positive vibes and those positive vibes have a power to heal anyone, if they have faith in "God" or if their right time has come, when "God" finds him worthy of his blessings.Then people get blessed in fraction of seconds and we give it name of miracle.

Why me ???

I have seen lots of people saying it when unforeseen circumstances caught them !! Few years ago , I too was one of them. Thank you "Lord" giving me the wisdom of knowing the truth.
Let me explain something so that it may clear to the people who are reading this article:-
We humans have taken birth to get rid of our Karma's be it bad or good Karma's.We have often seen, few babies when they take birth,they born with some chronic diseases or normal diseases.You may think, they have just taken birth so how can they be suffering for their Karma's.
So lemme tell you, there is nothing to do with Karma's of this life time, that infant is suffering due to his or her past life karma's and that's the reason  they have taken birth.
This earth is just a dream. We are living in a dream world, nothing permanent here, nothing true here !! "God' is only truth.
You can find him either by Love(Worship God with utmost faith and with unconditional love without expectations) or else by "Saadhna" which we can call Meditation. But it's not easy, finding "God" is not easy at all. It's very tough path on which everyone can't walk.
"God" never punishes you, he always helps you. Seeking help from "God" is also very subjective.You may have often heard some people saying that "God" never listens me and some says"God" always answer my prayers.This all due to their Karma's.People who have done "Saadhna" or "Bhakti" in previous births they are always get answered by "God".
Let me give an example - If you have balance in your bank account, bank manager will never deny to Give you money. Right !!
But if there is no money in your account then bank manager will not pay any attention to your statements !!
Like was if your bank balance is in negative then your wait will be quite long because first of all you have to make your bank account in positive balance then start putting money into it.
Same happens with God’s bank, when your bank balance is zero, how can you get an early response of your prayers !!

Does Luck(destiny) really works or hard work pays off !!

I have now started believing in Luck. Earlier I also used to think that we can change our destiny by doing hard work. But over the time, I realized, everything is destined. If something is written in your luck, your planets will force you to work hard towards that direction, your planets will make path for you and if something is not written in your destiny, no matter how dedicated you were for that particular thing, you lost it at the end.I am saying it by my practical knowledge.I just have not read it somewhere.
I often used to listen to people, saying, we have put in so much efforts and then finally we got it.We do not believe in luck.Most of these people are belong to those category of society who either get success at very early age or have a very strong family background and get every thing in plate.
In many scriptures, it is written that, By doing Saadhna people get name, fame and success and when they get it, they forgive "God" and start thinking themselves as superpower. When the fruits of their Saadhna gets vanished off and they back to their realities, they again start looking for "God".
Just think, where we gonna take birth is not in our hands, what gonna happen in our life is not in our hands, when we will die is not in our hand, where we go after death-no body knows !!
Whenever I talk to "God", I get my answers, in many different ways but he answers me. You too can try it.

I do not fight on name of the"God" anymore. Neither I get into any arguments, like wise I have seen many people does, while talking about "God",they get into  vulnerable arguments.

For me "God" is only truth and rest everything is temporary !! "God"  and I share very special bond and I do not need anybody's confirmation for my relationship with "God". I do not like to listen to anything wrong about "God", if someone says, I just walk out from there !!
Every individual have their own journey and later or sooner, One day, they will realize the purpose of their births. May be not in this life time or may be in next lifetime or may be after few life times !!
It's all depends on "God". He himself chooses, whom he wants to give wisdom to feel his presence or experience him !!

I am now enjoying my life journey.Life is beautiful with"God".
I am not enlightened yet, I have just started my journey. Hope, By the grace of "God" my relationship with "God" remains the same and gets more mature by every passing day !!
Maintain a healthy relationship with "God" is not easy.Because our faith starts wavering with little bit of storm. And "God" does not allow weak disciples is his class. I just pray to'God" please keep my faith entitled until I comes shrouded in you like" Mira Bai" !! Do not know, how may births I have to take to reach that level of bhakti. But yes, I am sure, I will reach there one day because "God" has taken me under his wings so journey has already been started !!I have talked about Surrender in starting of the article, Surrender-is not a piece of cake. Your entire life can't be enough to get into the stage of complete Surrender. We can only pray to "God", if he thinks, we are capable enough to get into the stage of Surrender, he only can bless a human with this incredible power, else it's not possible for humans. This is all what I know about Surrender !!

Thank you "LORD" for everything !!